Leap of faith

I had what seemed to be a big disappointment occur this week. I didn't get the job that I had been hoping to get. A process that has extended into 4 months, just to find out I wasn't selected.

I also haven't yet found a place to live.

So here I am, tock a tickin' and I'm not sure what my future holds for me. It's a terrifying place to be standing in.

I met someone yesterday who told me that my aura sends off the message that life will be ok. That I am taken care of.

I slipped away after my conversation with her and help back my tears. It was the first time that I realized how big of a leap I've taken.

I don't know how I ended up in Portland.

I know I want to find a job that is full of love. I want my money and source of nutrition to come from a place of giving and life.

I want to live in a home that I am comfortable in. With people that are kind and aware of the beauty of the earth.

I am not completely lost. I am surrounded by the deepest and most beautiful family here. I am not alone.

I am trusting that love, income, shelter, food, and health are in my future.